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jason "why am i like this" todd ([personal profile] mind_blown) wrote2019-01-24 08:55 am
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THE LOST DAYS... Round 1.

It's all darkness.

The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.

There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.

So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.

And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...

RULES AND SETUP

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-24 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Your goal is to remove the corruption. Your characters will ICly know that the goal is to remove the corruption via the immediate, continuous feeling that something is not right. They will have a vision of their vision being overtaken by flowers, and their senses and feelings folding into a heightened feeling of rage.
If you get a mysterious text, or just know, both are valid.

Make sure your character stat sheet is up to date, and reply with a link to it in this comment.

Then, reference this sheet for the types of rolls that might be asked of you.

If the roll uses a stat that was not on your sheet, don’t worry, I will tell you what to use instead depending on the tenor of the roll. For instance, Manipulate Someone may use Sharp or Tough instead of Charm. And you may want to Manipulate Someone… just saying!

However, my main goal is to have fun. So, per that goal:

1) We will use dice to institute some randomness.
1a) But within reason, I will completely forgo dice if it hurts fun and it's for a one off instance. For instance, if you don't want to be wrecked by the heart... don't do stuff that would reasonably lead to that. I will only allow some getting out of consequences.
2) I will do a hard stop at 5 hours from start.
2a) But once we've had our break from the game, I will continue to backtag. But for my sanity, and for your ability to focus on other hearts, I will be sticking to a 5 hour window of undivided attention.
3) HAVE FUN. I will TRY to make sure I catch TWs as they pop up. If I don't, please ping me before you reply so I can edit the subject. Mea culpa, I'm human.

Re: RULES AND SETUP

[personal profile] iamverybadass 2021-01-24 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)

Re: RULES AND SETUP

[personal profile] vitainmorte 2021-01-24 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)

... START

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-24 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
You're certain you were dead. The feeling is possibly familiar to you, as formally still lungs inhale a desperate gasp of air. But there's something unsettling about this compared to the times you've revived in the past. You get the sense that just moments ago, you were nothing. The essence known as "you" definitely did not exist, with an air of finality.

You open your eyes as panic overtakes you at that thought, that you were nothing. That you had left so much potential behind. That-- it's dark? And you are certainly in a cramped space, aren't you. As you start to move, you feel the vestiges of rigor mortis. It's difficult, even painful to move your limbs. You feel phantom injuries and unhealed wounds.

But it is dark, and so you can't see them. There is plush silk surrounding your body, and as your hands move, you quickly realize where you are.

You are in your own coffin. And the air-- there's only so much of it, isn't there?
softlyfalling: (but they would never form)

1/? (in thread)

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-24 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ hm

like, is being nothing a thing to panic over because— ]
iamverybadass: (Didn't mean to do that)

[personal profile] iamverybadass 2021-01-24 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ nnnnno no no no NO NO HE DOES NOT LIKE THIS AT ALL

He immediately twists around, trying to contort himself so he can fold his knees up toward his chest and kick at the "ceiling" of the coffin ]

Re: 1/? (in thread)

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-24 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ like, that's what feels natural, right? like a dreamless night's sleep. like floating in the void. complete lack of sensation.

for a second she's just tempted to close her eyes again— ]

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-24 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
It's solid wood, and does not give way easily.

Roll to Act Under Pressure. (2d6 + your Cool modifier.)

Re: RULES AND SETUP

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-24 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)

Re: 1/? (in thread)

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-24 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ just a bad dream. back to nothing. it's cool. it's— ]
softlyfalling: (i just want my mind to quit)

Re: 1/? (in thread)

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-24 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ wait

wait, she doesn't do this anymore. she has to get back to— ]
softlyfalling: (pic#13352227)

done

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-24 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ shit all right time to try and bust out of here with extreme prejudice. ]
Edited 2021-01-24 19:09 (UTC)
iamverybadass: (Really filling me with confidence here)

[personal profile] iamverybadass 2021-01-24 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ With the help of his modifier he rolls 11

If the wood isn't immediately giving way he's going to...keep trying, using the brief pauses between kicks to feel around the rest of the space for any sign of an exit ]

Re: done

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-24 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
We all have those days. Probably.

But this coffin is not going to provide any comfort. In fact, she realizes that the air is dangerously low. What might have been normal panic reaction is... swiftly becoming an actual normal reaction to no oxygen.

Roll Act Under Pressure.

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-24 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Luckily for him, he has the strength and the coffin creaks and separates from the inside. And then comes the dirt, quickly filling in the spaces between.

But surely, he can handle 6 feet of dirt?
softlyfalling: (gotta learn to take your hits)

Re: done

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-24 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's an 11 because i rolled two sixes

she's coming back from the dead, it's tuesday, what's new, she elbows upwards hard against the lid of the coffin. ]
soulcarve: (01 ✦ we've got forever)

Re: RULES AND SETUP

[personal profile] soulcarve 2021-01-24 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)

Re: done

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-24 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
With that sort of prejudice, the coffin splits on its rusted hinges. And Shrike is able to move it-- but the air situation is now complicated by... she is very much dead and buried. Surely she can handle clawing her way up through six feet of dirt?
iamverybadass: (Faceless)

[personal profile] iamverybadass 2021-01-24 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Dirt is much more forgiving than wood, so it's time to find out! Clawing his way through this is infinitely preferable to staying where he is anyway ]
soulcarve: (25 ✧ i'll seek you out)

Re: ... START

[personal profile] soulcarve 2021-01-24 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ all of this is wrong.



not the being nothing part. that's fine.



the stiffness of her body, of having been dead and not shattered, dead like a human way of dying, air in her lungs and needing it.
it's wrong wrong wrong wrong; it's a lie

(anyway: she flails.) ]
softlyfalling: (pic#13352236)

Re: done

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-24 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ughghhghhhh

this is why she's getting cremated if she gets a funeral at all. well, time to pull her shirt up over her face and claw her way up. ]

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-24 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
As you claw your way out, it becomes impossible to not feel the burn start on your lungs. Six feet is just so much. And dirt is deceptively malleable, forcing its way into your nose, your ears, your mouth. And this smells of death.

Which is appropriate, because you find yourself in a dully lit graveyard. In the distance, you can see what must be the glow of a city, obscured by soft rolling hills. And there are paths through the graves for grieving families. But none of those families are here. You are alone.

And you are confused, and desperate, and not even entirely sure what just happened, as a dull dumbness takes over your mind from untreated wounds and brain damage and--

Then the feeling vanishes. You hadn't realized it wasn't your own feelings until that moment.

There is a gravestone behind you. And you can see a path leading out of the cemetery.

Re: done

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-24 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
As you claw your way out, it becomes impossible to not feel the burn start on your lungs. Six feet is just so much. And dirt is deceptively malleable, forcing its way into your nose, your ears, your mouth. And this smells of death.

Which is appropriate, because you find yourself in a dully lit graveyard. In the distance, you can see what must be the glow of a city, obscured by soft rolling hills. And there are paths through the graves for grieving families. But none of those families are here. You are alone.

And you are confused, and desperate, and not even entirely sure what just happened, as a dull dumbness takes over your mind from untreated wounds and brain damage and--

Then the feeling vanishes. You hadn't realized it wasn't your own feelings until that moment.

There is a gravestone behind you. And you can see a path leading out of the cemetery.
softlyfalling: (pic#13854083)

Re: done

[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-24 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...oh, that wasn't—

hm. all right. it seemed pretty normal.

well, first she's going to look at what's engraved on the stone, just because—whose experience was that. ]

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