jason "why am i like this" todd ([personal profile] mind_blown) wrote2021-01-26 04:26 pm
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THE LOST DAYS... Round 2.

It's all darkness.

The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.

There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.

So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.

And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
widenessofthesea: (invented forgiveness)

Re: EVENT (cw: brief suicidality)

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ snapped— ]

What?
widenessofthesea: (and forgive nothing)

Re: EVENT (cw: brief suicidality)

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ why is he so tall. ]

Well, it's not as if I was left with terribly much in the way of instructions apart from "the green stuff is bad." Could've figured that one out based on the last thirty seconds.
widenessofthesea: (surprised at the earth)

Re: EVENT (cw: brief suicidality)

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
Well, went back the way we came and we got here, so how well would that have worked?
widenessofthesea: (to The End)

Re: EVENT (cw: brief suicidality)

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
Dreamscapes, I get it, I get it.

What are the fucking flowers about?
widenessofthesea: (pretend something)

Re: EVENT (cw: brief suicidality)

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
...they're your doing?
widenessofthesea: (now that we are sending you)

Re: EVENT (cw: brief suicidality)

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a palpable decrease in tension, ]

Good for you, then, since I would have stabbed you if you'd said yes.

They're rude.
widenessofthesea: (then I will no longer)

Re: EVENT (cw: brief suicidality)

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Want to find out if you can, or are you going to say anything useful?