jason "why am i like this" todd (
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THE LOST DAYS... Round 2.
It's all darkness.
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
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What?
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[he sounds... angry. frustrated.]
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Well, it's not as if I was left with terribly much in the way of instructions apart from "the green stuff is bad." Could've figured that one out based on the last thirty seconds.
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[he sounds as though he despises the person that told her that.
but it's a mystery.
actually-- she sort of feels the depths of hate he has for that kid.]
Your instructions shoulda been "get the hell out."
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What are the fucking flowers about?
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New, fun decor. I kinda like 'em?
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Good for you, then, since I would have stabbed you if you'd said yes.
They're rude.
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[and then the ground collapses underneath her, and she finds herself landing hard in someplace familiar.]