jason "why am i like this" todd (
mind_blown) wrote2019-01-30 08:35 am
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LOST DAYS... Final Round
It's all darkness.
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
GOTHAM (??)
Otherwise, it's late at night, and while there are some lights on in the apartments over the street, the primary source of light is the street lamps. You sort of smell someone's dinner, but it's faded, and mostly overwhelmed by the smell of a recent rain. If you look behind you, you see yourself at the entrance of a... school? "Ma Gunn's School for Wayward Children."
You could go in there, or you could turn in either direction on the street.
Re: GOTHAM (??)
Guess it wasn't a warm childhood...?
[He'll peek each way down the street, trying to determine if there are any destinations that seem to stand out other than the school behind him.]