[ There's a heavy dose of concern for Jay, and an under current of sympathy. He knows it's not really close to the same problem they're facing, but he can relate to the fear that something about himself is "bad".
And along with those feelings is freshly resurfaced fear that maybe he is bad and there really isn't anything to do about it. There's a part of him that knows it isn't true, but it sure doesn't stop the feeling from rearing it's ugly head. ]
It's normal to want to kill someone for hurting someone you care about. Especially when that's something we were both trained to do. You've got a normal level of emotions for a 10 year old, but with the added ability to act on your worst impulses.
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I think you skipped over my whole point, in your rush to reassure me.
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And along with those feelings is freshly resurfaced fear that maybe he is bad and there really isn't anything to do about it. There's a part of him that knows it isn't true, but it sure doesn't stop the feeling from rearing it's ugly head. ]
Restate your point for me.
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[he is not about to give his little brother a complex.
but also, yes, that wasn't his point. it's just the frustration showing. this was the reason he warned he was a shitty brother.
bullshit like this, where he ends up, without even trying, striking some sort of nerve.]
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[he inhales]
It's normal to want to kill someone for hurting someone you care about. Especially when that's something we were both trained to do. You've got a normal level of emotions for a 10 year old, but with the added ability to act on your worst impulses.
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[he's 19.]
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Three years is an exceptionally long period of time.
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I don't know why I try with you.
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Shocked. Shocked and offended.
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Guess we'll have to try again next week.
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