Demonspawn: Because he returned all the points I contributed to your scar removal. Demonspawn: I thought you'd refused it entirely and wanted to know why. Demonspawn: I did not expect that there was a completely unrelated fight for him to talk about instead.
FIRESTARTER: stopping when i’m in bridge burning mode is fucking hard. FIRESTARTER: like i’m not entirely in control. FIRESTARTER: it is what it is, but telling griffin to try and work around that isn’t fucking fair to him
FIRESTARTER: making it clear FIRESTARTER: also, maybe don't seek relationships with so many broken people. FIRESTARTER: might do you some good. FIRESTARTER: it's hell so options are limited, but they exist.
FIRESTARTER: i've used the memory power on myself. FIRESTARTER: and on c, when he asked. FIRESTARTER: i know exactly what i altered, because if it's too ridiculous, eventually you'll figure it out on your own. FIRESTARTER: machai is... FIRESTARTER: well depending on how its used, machai can make you do things you regret FIRESTARTER: especially if you have bad emotional control.
[like him]
FIRESTARTER: tldr; why are you still awake,. FIRESTARTER: go the fuck to bed.
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FIRESTARTER: and then i would immediately regret that
[he’s typing for a moment. Then nothing. Then he’s typing again. This repeats for a few moments]
FIRESTARTER: it’s a character flaw.
FIRESTARTER: a huge one.
FIRESTARTER: i already know.
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Demonspawn: I am sure attempting to explain it to you would have gone terribly.
Demonspawn: He said that he will wait until he is free of any lingering game effect, so you should have some time to yourself first
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Demonspawn: I thought you'd refused it entirely and wanted to know why.
Demonspawn: I did not expect that there was a completely unrelated fight for him to talk about instead.
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FIRESTARTER: i had enough to pay on my own btw
FIRESTARTER: but thanks.
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Demonspawn: It cost 4500 for mine. I assumed your cost would be similar.
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FIRESTARTER: but you’re not.
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Demonspawn: I do not dislike him, and he was very distressed.
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FIRESTARTER: of course he was.
FIRESTARTER: you know me.
FIRESTARTER: i’ll throw a match on anything i think will burn.
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Demonspawn: And other times you can do the opposite.
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FIRESTARTER: like i’m not entirely in control.
FIRESTARTER: it is what it is, but telling griffin to try and work around that isn’t fucking fair to him
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Demonspawn: I think he can understand a lack of control better than most.
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FIRESTARTER: anyway if you repeat this to anyone i absolutely will disown you again
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FIRESTARTER: also, maybe don't seek relationships with so many broken people.
FIRESTARTER: might do you some good.
FIRESTARTER: it's hell so options are limited, but they exist.
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Demonspawn: It seems everyone here is broken when you get to know them well enough.
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FIRESTARTER: give you a sliding brokenness scale.
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Demonspawn: I doubt you have better assessments than I do yet.
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FIRESTARTER: but you're forgetting one key detail
FIRESTARTER: i have eris alert and you don't
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FIRESTARTER: probably a better idea anyway.
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Demonspawn: I don't understand how you can stand to use it at all.
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FIRESTARTER: not often, anyway.
FIRESTARTER: machai is worse.
FIRESTARTER: both of them are worse than our memory powers.
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Demonspawn: Having a memory erased is devastating.
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FIRESTARTER: and on c, when he asked.
FIRESTARTER: i know exactly what i altered, because if it's too ridiculous, eventually you'll figure it out on your own.
FIRESTARTER: machai is...
FIRESTARTER: well depending on how its used, machai can make you do things you regret
FIRESTARTER: especially if you have bad emotional control.
[like him]
FIRESTARTER: tldr; why are you still awake,.
FIRESTARTER: go the fuck to bed.
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