jason "why am i like this" todd ([personal profile] mind_blown) wrote2021-01-26 04:26 pm
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THE LOST DAYS... Round 2.

It's all darkness.

The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.

There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.

So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.

And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
widenessofthesea: (now that we are sending you)

Re: IMEEJI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ neat. it turns out being pissy at an external thing is a great temporary fuel versus having to deal with any kind of sadness, and also, local woman has great self-esteem actually thanks

she yanks at some of the withered vines with each hand, pulling their trails off the wall as she goes. ]

Re: IMEEJI

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-27 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
Wow, she's really bringing some life and color back into the FiN dorm? Like, she may actually start to hear the sounds of people-- and she may also notice some subtle hints of BAD END in this dorm that most definitely do not belong.

Like the #aesthetic furniture.

Hm.
widenessofthesea: (when the last fires will wave to me)

Re: IMEEJI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...hm indeed.

she's particularly attuned to notice that because she lives there, but, well. isn't that supposed to be bad for people, to not stick to their unit image?

perhaps it is time to READ A BAD SITUATION. roll+sharp=12, please tell me THE FACTS. ]

Re: IMEEJI

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-27 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
The facts are as such: this is Jason's heart dorm unit.

The touches of BAD END are minor. After all, the dorm is overwhelmingly FiN. He knows where he belongs. It's just hard to forget where you came from.

And if she approaches the BAD END side of things, there are definitely... complex, confused feelings. But also feelings of resignation.

And they are faint.
widenessofthesea: (like the beam)

Re: IMEEJI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ well, really...

...who is she to judge if he wants to hold onto a little bit of that?

Actually, where is his room, anyway? ]

Re: IMEEJI

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-27 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
It's further down the hallway, and covered in vines.

But if she can keep her cool, she could probably get inside!
widenessofthesea: (now that we are sending you)

Re: IMEEJI

[personal profile] widenessofthesea 2021-01-27 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ the vines can suck it. roll+cool=11 ]