jason "why am i like this" todd ([personal profile] mind_blown) wrote2019-01-30 08:35 am
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LOST DAYS... Final Round

It's all darkness.

The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.

There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.

So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.

And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...

Re: ... START

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-31 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
It's quiet as he does that. There are no sounds here, and it's nighttime. So... he really is all alone.
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Re: ... START

[personal profile] worldlyafflictions 2021-01-31 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Good, other people being around when he's losing it is terrible... It takes a minute for him to be able to stand without his knees giving out, but once he's able to he'll.. give the tombstone a resentful look and start down the patch.]