Immediate feelings Jason gets from this: - This memory does not trigger his awareness of what a mess his head is - He hates the other man in this memory with all of his being - He is acting with restraint, and he knows it - He wants to tell him who he is, but there is a solid awareness... that nothing he can do will truly hurt this man.
Immediate feelings Jason gets from this: - He legitimately thinks he's doing the best he can here. - He doesn't get why Kori is mad, this was the best option? - Okay that was a dumb quip and Kori's right to be mad at him for it - He has uh... a team? He can tell he's not quite completely at ease with everyone there. - But that is definitely his "team." - Masks are important - He really phoned it in on the disguise.
Other things he notices that are more clear with distance: - He knows he dropped Crux off drugged the hell up, but also the place he dropped him off at is extremely familiar to him - And slightly comforting - And though he's not acknowledging it, he thinks it could help this Crux fellow. - And if it doesn't, well. He's drugged for the rest of his life.
- It's 2 hours long, in terms of time. - Jason realizes his teacher is an asshole and he thinks he's smuggling kids into slavery. - His investigation reveals he's right! - So he literally kills everyone in the compound. And finishes by poisoning his teacher.
Jason's immediate feelings: - Compared to memory 2, the anger level is up there. He doesn't even try to save anyone in this memory. - In fact, he's pretty sure this is him "not holding back" like he was in memory 1. - But holy shit, this still makes his blood boil. He absolutely can't stand the thought of kids being fucked with. - And he doesn't care if someone taught him important stuff, he has zero hesitation on turning it against them. - And playing dirty to do it. - He doesn't care about the mask, but he sees that red has always been a theme for him. Thanks, Hell. - Burning things is fun.
Other things Jason gets: - He knows German, so that'll be a rush - He knows how to lip read - Boy oh fucking boy does he know how to fight
SUMMARY: - Jason decides to break into Teen Titan's tower to challenge Tim to a fight. - It's... a straight up disaster for Tim, but good insight into Jason's frame of reference. - It ends with Jason referencing "what the joker did to me"
Immediate feelings Jason gets from this: - Hurt. He is extremely hurt, it immediately brings to mind his second memory. Except worse. - He hates Tim with everything he has - But he mostly wants to protect him, he's doing this because he wants to prepare him for what's going to happen - He feels very erratic, like he can't quite track why he went about this the way he did, just that he had to - He's holding back. He doesn't want to kill him. But he's not going to lose.
Other notes: - He's going to obsess over this. What happened to him? Is that the reason he is the way he is?
SUMMARY: - This is Jason's most cherished memory. - It's while he's a new Robin, he gets sick, and much to his annoyance, Bruce and Alfred bench him. - I mean, he does have the flu. - But Bruce surprises him, and decides to take the night off as well. And so they watch movies together. - Or, well, Bruce does. Jason just conks out against him.
JASON'S IMMEDIATE FEELINGS FROM THIS: - None. Because this stupid idiot gave up this memory and never got it back. - He'll absorb it, and then all of the positive feelings will immediately vanish, once it's concluded. He won't remember what he just watched. It's gone.
SUMMARY: - Jason is kidnapped by the Joker and wakes up having no idea where he is. - The Joker keeps calling him "kid" and "son" - The Joker also shows him intimate details from his life BEFORE he was Robin - Jason is trying to escape, but he has no clue where he is
Immediate feelings Jason gets from this: - Panic. Just straight up, sheer panic. Though he's smart enough to not show this in the memory, it just completely radiates. - The instinctive need to never let anyone know they've struck a curve. - The instinctive feeling that his whole life has been a lie? - Also that his whole life has been shit, but that he's protective over it. - He knows he's died now... and that he's come back to life? - His head hurts, a lot. He's just trying to keep moving forward, no matter what. - Hatred. He hates the person speaking to him more than he's ever hated anyone else.
Other things to note: - Ah, now he gets the crowbar joke he made in Talon's memory. - And why he felt it was so important to use a crowbar in his first memory. - It is at this point, he might start panicking and asking himself... "How fucked up am I?"
SUMMARY: - Quick conversation with Shay Veritas, which references a lot of people and events he has no clue about. - He's going to be teaching the next generation of super villains! - Because he doesn't like seeing teenagers get hurt when trying to act like adults (jason you're a teenager, seriously) - Something something, he considers himself their last hope before going off the deep end. - Also, definitely confirms he's died before. - And he gets his moniker! He knows he went by Red Hood! And that explains "Hoodie."
Immediate feelings Jason gets from this: - This memory is so much more even keeled than some of his other ones. But he feels really confident. - Very self assured. And he's convinced there's no other way to manage this. - He also realizes that he could go with the flow depending on what was happening. - Overall, this memory is another one for the "I was a good person" column.
- Grappling hook gun - Blood dagger - Chainsaw - Sword breaking dagger (courtesy of Nero) - Red Hood Outfit (inc. mask) (ref here) - A pendant gift from Nero
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OUTFITS
PJs
BEDE OUTFIT
OUTFIT 2:
OUTFIT 3:
OUTFIT #4: BARITONES THEME
FOR MASQUERADE ONLY
UNIT SWAP - ALCHEME 1
UNIT SWAP - ALCHEME 2
ALCHEME 3
AVANTE
Outfit 2:
OUTFIT 4
Shirt is unit position color.
FIN OUTFIT 1:
FIN OUTFIT 2:
One on left.
FIN OUTFIT 3 & 4:
MEMORIES
MEMORY 1
Immediate feelings Jason gets from this:
- This memory does not trigger his awareness of what a mess his head is
- He hates the other man in this memory with all of his being
- He is acting with restraint, and he knows it
- He wants to tell him who he is, but there is a solid awareness... that nothing he can do will truly hurt this man.
ASSOCIATED COMIC PAGES
MEMORY 2
Immediate feelings Jason gets from this:
- He legitimately thinks he's doing the best he can here.
- He doesn't get why Kori is mad, this was the best option?
- Okay that was a dumb quip and Kori's right to be mad at him for it
- He has uh... a team? He can tell he's not quite completely at ease with everyone there.
- But that is definitely his "team."
- Masks are important
- He really phoned it in on the disguise.
Other things he notices that are more clear with distance:
- He knows he dropped Crux off drugged the hell up, but also the place he dropped him off at is extremely familiar to him
- And slightly comforting
- And though he's not acknowledging it, he thinks it could help this Crux fellow.
- And if it doesn't, well. He's drugged for the rest of his life.
MEMORY 3
Extra big memory, so I'll summarize this one.
- It's 2 hours long, in terms of time.
- Jason realizes his teacher is an asshole and he thinks he's smuggling kids into slavery.
- His investigation reveals he's right!
- So he literally kills everyone in the compound. And finishes by poisoning his teacher.
Jason's immediate feelings:
- Compared to memory 2, the anger level is up there. He doesn't even try to save anyone in this memory.
- In fact, he's pretty sure this is him "not holding back" like he was in memory 1.
- But holy shit, this still makes his blood boil. He absolutely can't stand the thought of kids being fucked with.
- And he doesn't care if someone taught him important stuff, he has zero hesitation on turning it against them.
- And playing dirty to do it.
- He doesn't care about the mask, but he sees that red has always been a theme for him. Thanks, Hell.
- Burning things is fun.
Other things Jason gets:
- He knows German, so that'll be a rush
- He knows how to lip read
- Boy oh fucking boy does he know how to fight
MEMORY 4
SUMMARY:
- Jason decides to break into Teen Titan's tower to challenge Tim to a fight.
- It's... a straight up disaster for Tim, but good insight into Jason's frame of reference.
- It ends with Jason referencing "what the joker did to me"
Immediate feelings Jason gets from this:
- Hurt. He is extremely hurt, it immediately brings to mind his second memory. Except worse.
- He hates Tim with everything he has
- But he mostly wants to protect him, he's doing this because he wants to prepare him for what's going to happen
- He feels very erratic, like he can't quite track why he went about this the way he did, just that he had to
- He's holding back. He doesn't want to kill him. But he's not going to lose.
Other notes:
- He's going to obsess over this. What happened to him? Is that the reason he is the way he is?
MEMORY 5
SUMMARY:
- This is Jason's most cherished memory.
- It's while he's a new Robin, he gets sick, and much to his annoyance, Bruce and Alfred bench him.
- I mean, he does have the flu.
- But Bruce surprises him, and decides to take the night off as well. And so they watch movies together.
- Or, well, Bruce does. Jason just conks out against him.
JASON'S IMMEDIATE FEELINGS FROM THIS:
- None. Because this stupid idiot gave up this memory and never got it back.
- He'll absorb it, and then all of the positive feelings will immediately vanish, once it's concluded. He won't remember what he just watched. It's gone.
MEMORY 6
SUMMARY:
- Jason is kidnapped by the Joker and wakes up having no idea where he is.
- The Joker keeps calling him "kid" and "son"
- The Joker also shows him intimate details from his life BEFORE he was Robin
- Jason is trying to escape, but he has no clue where he is
Immediate feelings Jason gets from this:
- Panic. Just straight up, sheer panic. Though he's smart enough to not show this in the memory, it just completely radiates.
- The instinctive need to never let anyone know they've struck a curve.
- The instinctive feeling that his whole life has been a lie?
- Also that his whole life has been shit, but that he's protective over it.
- He knows he's died now... and that he's come back to life?
- His head hurts, a lot. He's just trying to keep moving forward, no matter what.
- Hatred. He hates the person speaking to him more than he's ever hated anyone else.
Other things to note:
- Ah, now he gets the crowbar joke he made in Talon's memory.
- And why he felt it was so important to use a crowbar in his first memory.
- It is at this point, he might start panicking and asking himself... "How fucked up am I?"
MEMORY 7
SUMMARY:
- Quick conversation with Shay Veritas, which references a lot of people and events he has no clue about.
- He's going to be teaching the next generation of super villains!
- Because he doesn't like seeing teenagers get hurt when trying to act like adults (jason you're a teenager, seriously)
- Something something, he considers himself their last hope before going off the deep end.
- Also, definitely confirms he's died before.
- And he gets his moniker! He knows he went by Red Hood! And that explains "Hoodie."
Immediate feelings Jason gets from this:
- This memory is so much more even keeled than some of his other ones. But he feels really confident.
- Very self assured. And he's convinced there's no other way to manage this.
- He also realizes that he could go with the flow depending on what was happening.
- Overall, this memory is another one for the "I was a good person" column.
MEMORY 8
MEMORY 9
MEMORY 10
MEMORY 11
MEMORY 12
MEMORY 13
MEMORY 14
MEMORY 15
MEMORY 16
MEMORY 17
MEMORY 18
MEMORY 19
MEMORY 20
MEMORY 21
MEMORY 22
MEMORY 23
MEMORY 24&25
MEMORY 26
MEMORY 27
MEMORY 28
MEMORY 29
MEMORY 30
MEMORY 31
MEMORY 32
SPECIAL ITEMS ON HAND
- Blood dagger
- Chainsaw
- Sword breaking dagger (courtesy of Nero)
- Red Hood Outfit (inc. mask) (ref here)
- A pendant gift from Nero
-x30 invisibility potions
-x15 shrinking potions
-x15 antidote
CORRUPTIONS