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mind_blown) wrote2019-01-24 08:55 am
mind_blown) wrote2019-01-24 08:55 am
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THE LOST DAYS... Round 1.
It's all darkness.
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
Re: death
For Talon, it's like becoming someone else. Seeing the hotel laundry room stained red-- and knowing that the red is from him. Because this is him, bleeding out with Nero standing over him.
This is the ice cold fear gripping his heart as the strength slips from his fingertips, and his teeth chatter from how cold he is. And the oblivion calls to him, enraged. It does not like when things it's claimed have escaped. That nothingness... has never felt so terrifying as it does, when surrounded by everything.
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