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jason "why am i like this" todd ([personal profile] mind_blown) wrote2019-01-24 08:55 am
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THE LOST DAYS... Round 1.

It's all darkness.

The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.

There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.

So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.

And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...

Re: GOTHAM ...?

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-26 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
"Maybe."

He turns right.

"But we got a lot to live for now, feels like to me, and I'd like to see it."
iamverybadass: (hmmm)

Re: GOTHAM ...?

[personal profile] iamverybadass 2021-01-26 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Keeping pace with him ]

Perhaps you should tell him that.

Re: GOTHAM ...?

[personal profile] idolpro 2021-01-26 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
"You think I haven't tried? I'm that nagging 'what if' voice, and then I get drowned out every time," he says bristling in annoyance as the continue on.