jason "why am i like this" todd (
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THE LOST DAYS... Round 2.
It's all darkness.
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
IMEEJI
What is surprising is that there seems to be... a purple flower growing along the walls? As you walk down the hall, it's faint at first. And then the flower grows like a vine. A weed, along the walls, its presence strongest once you get to where Jason's room would be. Which, you realize, you feel like you've walked longer than expected? As though the change had dragged out the length of the hallway. But when you look back, you see-- an even more overtaken room. What had been a perfect replica of fin's main dorm is now almost reminiscent of a garden.
Just this same flower, over, and over again.
1/2
...oh she's not falling anymore. ]
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What is with these flowers?
[ speaking of which, she's going to very carefully cut through the vine at intervals with her knife. it's clearly bad news. ]
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It's almost anti-climactic after the Asylum.
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she yanks at some of the withered vines with each hand, pulling their trails off the wall as she goes. ]
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Like the #aesthetic furniture.
Hm.
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she's particularly attuned to notice that because she lives there, but, well. isn't that supposed to be bad for people, to not stick to their unit image?
perhaps it is time to READ A BAD SITUATION. roll+sharp=12, please tell me THE FACTS. ]
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The touches of BAD END are minor. After all, the dorm is overwhelmingly FiN. He knows where he belongs. It's just hard to forget where you came from.
And if she approaches the BAD END side of things, there are definitely... complex, confused feelings. But also feelings of resignation.
And they are faint.
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...who is she to judge if he wants to hold onto a little bit of that?
Actually, where is his room, anyway? ]
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But if she can keep her cool, she could probably get inside!
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