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jason "why am i like this" todd ([personal profile] mind_blown) wrote2019-01-24 08:55 am
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THE LOST DAYS... Round 1.

It's all darkness.

The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.

There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.

So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.

And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
softlyfalling: (pic#14304664)

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[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-25 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, careful with your arm—
vitainmorte: (You crave the applause)

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[personal profile] vitainmorte 2021-01-25 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ nnnnooo this is fucked up, backing away ]

No-- I'm fine, I--

I'm sorry.
softlyfalling: (pic#13854083)

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[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-25 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ this is like a guilt and low self-esteem convention huh ]

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[personal profile] vitainmorte 2021-01-25 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ watches him for a long moment, uneasy, but just takes another couple of steps back, further into the hotel. ]

... I'm fine.
softlyfalling: (pic#13352230)

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[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-25 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ remembering before what she said about doppelgangers— ]

You're the true Jason?
vitainmorte: (no one asked for your thoughts) (You asked for my counsel)

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[personal profile] vitainmorte 2021-01-25 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ exhales, slowly. ]

... so what should we do?
softlyfalling: (pic#13352230)

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[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-25 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Did we sort things out here...? The flowers are dying back, anyway.
softlyfalling: (my little sister can't be this cute.)

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[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-25 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, I can help take care of that then—I think.

[ she takes the gauze, and sort of—motions to Cypress, and when she continues, it's addressing her: ]

I can get you bandaged up, but I didn't want to presume if you were up to keep going or not, but if you are, we can keep sticking together...
vitainmorte: (I'm talkin to you)

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[personal profile] vitainmorte 2021-01-25 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
... I'll come.
softlyfalling: (pic#13352230)

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[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-26 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
Well, let me see to that injury, then, and we can be off.
softlyfalling: (my little sister can't be this cute.)

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[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-26 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
We'll be quick and try not to be troublemakers. Ah, just a question, though—

...was it you who said he should let us in?
softlyfalling: (ground won't stay beneath your feet)

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[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-26 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
Well, you know me. Always happy to help.

[ she—winks at him? ]

We'll do our best to not let that good faith not be misplaced.
vitainmorte: (no one asked for your thoughts) (You asked for my counsel)

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[personal profile] vitainmorte 2021-01-26 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ frowns. also ignoring shrike's request ]

I'm not just going to let Shrike or myself get killed.
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[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-26 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
Ah—got it.

...take care of yourself.
softlyfalling: (c:)

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[personal profile] softlyfalling 2021-01-26 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ when he's sufficient distance away to be definitely out of earshot: ]

...well, how about that, a perfectly civil conversation.

Now, arm please.

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