jason "why am i like this" todd (
mind_blown) wrote2019-01-24 08:55 am
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THE LOST DAYS... Round 1.
It's all darkness.
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
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Part of it. Years of bullshit tends to do that to a person. Guess this is the best way I could think of to show it.
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He's fond of dramatics.
... Are you going to be okay?
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[he glances at Red Hood, and then shakily runs a hand through his hair.]
Sorry for scaring you, kiddo.
[when Talon looks back, he is bandaged much more competently. but still wounded. but everything is clean, and there is no blood.]
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It wasn't your fault! Something was wrong—is wrong? Did we stop it?
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[he gingerly stands up.]
Probably gonna feel a bit numb after all of this. Which is better than the opposite.
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Can't we help you finish it?
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You mean take care of the rage flowers in my own personal trauma hell?
[clearly steady enough to make a self-berating joke]
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I prefer the way I said it. Are we really supposed to leave you like this?
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[he considers, and makes his way over to red hood, who is still out of it after the joker gas.]
If you wanna tackle some stuff, while he gets his feet under him, I won't say no. I think you managed to knock some of it out, and I need to find those dumb impulses.
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I don't want to leave anything behind that doesn't belong here.
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[as he pulls Red Hood up.]
He's 'ehn' about having people in here. And I'm not inclined to fight him over it.
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[ He's glancing around the different exits, debating over options, and perhaps over whether or not to say something, but he eventually settles one— ]
Is there anywhere that you want helped first?
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[ He might be. ]
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Yes.
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Don't actually go back to the basement. That's a terrible idea. It's a trauma zone for a reason.
Still think the source's Arkham. But who knows, maybe it's spread to other places.
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[ Turning to head back up ]
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[don't answer that.
but the only exit leads somewhere different]