jason "why am i like this" todd (
mind_blown) wrote2019-01-24 08:55 am
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THE LOST DAYS... Round 1.
It's all darkness.
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
The feeling of nothingness, of being nothing. Of not existing. You have no thoughts, you will never have any thoughts again. While that fact is not comforting, because you cannot be comforted anymore, it is true.
There's a certain rest to being... nothing. And to both knowing and not knowing, that your time is done.
So it's all the more unfortunate when you feel, because you shouldn't feel. And the feeling is burning in your lungs, which you shouldn't have. Because you are- or were- nothing.
And then, you inhale a desperate gasp of air and open your eyes...
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[he steps back, sighing in frustration.]
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Could burn down the game tower instead.
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Maybe I'll try in real life. I could probably sweet talk Hood into allowing that one.
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[ funny jokes. ]
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Which is a shame. But not "kill everyone in the whole world," like you said.
[he raises an eyebrow]
And are you trying to relate to me?
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Oh, this is that ongoing drama.
If I had my way, I would've ended the whole thing. My hands of it and moved on.
None of us are comfortable with it, just one of us's got enough attachment. And he gets veto power.
I'm not a fan of the new regime over it. And I'm not the only one.
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I meant that we're both sad and questionably alive and prone to doing deeply stupid things out of self-loathing, but sure.
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That's the thing.
I'm trying to tell you to not do the 'I relate to you' bit. I don't care.
You won. I don't particularly like you, and this is gonna be another disappointment like all the other ones I'm slowly, painfully remembering.
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but. ]
Please shut up.
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Nah.
Sides, traipse around a bit more. I'm sure you'll both feel better, won't you? Maybe get a few more scratches and extricate yourselves from somewhere you don't belong.
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(like, intentionally missing, and also a rifle is hard to aim one-handed anyway and she's injured, but.) ]
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So... what, exactly, was the point of that?
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So catharsis, probably.
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Spite.
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but a much more injured Jason behind him, in... normal clothing. But his freshest injuries seem very-- reminiscent of the injuries that had healed on the Bad Jason. Just freshly bandaged.
Still, without a word, he's just gonna grab him by the collar.]
Spite's fair.
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I think he really needs a nap.
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And yeah, he needs a nap.
[he looks at Cypress, and shrugs]
I can't heal anything-- but I can bandage.
Obviously.
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and immediately notes the injuries, eyes wide and obviously a little distressed. she pushes herself up, a little too quickly, leaving her rifle on the ground. ]
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